Maybe the long wait is over. I have an appointment with the oncologist later today. I have the “private Doctor on Thursday. I’m scheduled for a pap and physical at the end of the month.

I have calls in to dietitians….

….and I got a call from the bariatric clinic in the States the other day. I still cannot believe I can’t get a referral to an ob/gyn for a simple 2nd opinion but I can get approved for a $20k surgery in the States! I’m gobsmacked as they say. I’m scheduled for the orientation and initial consult at the end of February. Phew.

All this [medical] attention is making me swoon….

So now I can begin to obsess over whether or not there are really cancerous cells in my uterus…..and whether or not I should really entertain the idea of having a weight loss surgery….or wheter or not “bio-identical” hormones are better than the synthetic kind or if I need them at all. the silly part is that the symptoms that calused all this commotion in the first place have pretty much stopped. Just like when I take the car to the mechanic….Damn.

More on all of this later…..